It IS hard right now. It's not just you.
It can feel exhausting and depressing and so incredibly unceasingly boring and aggravating to live in our new COVID reality. Whatever you're feeling... and it's probably falling on a scale of I-just-don't-care-anymore to OH-MY-GOD-WHAT-NOW???... is okay.
If what you are feeling is too much, too frightening, or too overwhelming, please reach out to a professional for help.